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[04 Oct 2006|09:39am] |
im here in my journalism class... hes there in french2. hehe. WOOP, did i mention like at this moment I am one of the happiest girls alive. Yes you did just here correctly. I am not emo or complain worthy today! yay! haha. yea... well this morning i just found out the my sr.mycrotchhurts [[courtestnicknameofmeeeenie]]... does not have a girlfriend. and sadly my "connections" have come up with a "hooku" plan that im not allowed to know about. yea. lol thats like the only thing that scares me! but YESTERDAY, as I was walking to 3rd I turned and BAM mr mycrotchhurts himself was right next to me and we walkeeeed all the way down the 300 hallway together, woopeedeedooo. and thennnn while i was in 3rd, he came to talk to my "sub" and yay, and then when he left he passes by in the hall a majillion times. which just made me laugh more than anything. boys make me h a p p y
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[10 Sep 2006|03:55pm] |
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TODAY HAS BEEN NORMAL AND PLAIN AND IT'S ONLY A LITTLE HALFWAYS OVER... BUT I CAN GUARANTEE THE REST OF THE DAY IS PROBABLY GOING TO BE JUST THE SAME. IVE BEEN LOUNGING AROUND ALL DAY, TRYING TO CATCH UP ON HOMEWORK CLEANING MY ROOM LITTLE BITS AT A TIME LOL DOING MY HAIR TEN MILLION DIFFERENT WAYS AND LURKING AROUND THE INTERNET
JUST THE THINGS I DO BEST.
I LOVE MAKEUP, IT CHEERS ME UP. WHEN IM SAD I BUY MAKE UP THAT IM NEVER GOING TO USE BECAUSE I CANT AFFOR $100 SHOES TO SPLURGE ON. BRILLIANT RIGHT?
I WISH I COULDVE GONE TO THE CLANDESTINE FASHION SHOW IT WAS PROBABLY THE BEST FASHION SHOW EVER. AND I COULDVE GOTTEN IN FOR FREE DAMMIT, MOST DEFINITELY. OH WELL. ITS NOT MY FAULT I LIVE IN EL PASO AND NOT IN NEW YORK. OR SOMEWHERE AS EQUALLY FABULOUS.
I WISH I HAD PLANS FOR TODAY. I DONT THINK I REALLY DO. I MAY HANG OUT WITH GABRIEL AND I MAY GO BUY SOMEMORE MAKE UP LATER ON THE KIND THAT I NEED LIPGLOSS. LOL YES CHAPSTICK AND LIPGLOSS I HAVE DRAWERS FULL.
"I WANT TO HATE YOU HALF AS MUCH AS I HATE MYSELF"
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| sunday |
[10 Sep 2006|12:04am] |
OKAY WELL TECHNICALLY IT'S BEEN SUNDAY FOR 5 MINUTES. SO I MAKE A LOT OF SENSE.
SATURDAY WAS FUNNN. I GOT TO SPEND TIME WITH SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE I KNOW. LIKE DEANNA AND JASMINE! I LOVE SEEING THEM, THEY'RE LITERALLY THE OTHER PARTS OF MY BRAIN... THE LESS AWESOME PARTS... LOL IM KIDDING. I LOVE THEM TO DEATH AND I WOULDN'T TRADE THEM FOR THE WORLD. THEY ARE MY WORLD. THEY KEEP ME SANE AND KEEP ME ON MY TOES AND ALWAYS REMIND ME OF WHO I AM SO I NEVER GET LOST.
WE'RE SWING DANCING FOR DEANNA'S SWEET 16, WHICH IS PRETTY COOL. ALL EXCEPT THAT THE MOST INSANE PART IS THAT THE CHOREOGRAPHER'S BREATH SMELLS. REALLLLY BAD. YEA YOU DON'T WANT HIM DANCING WITH YOU.
AND HE ALMOST BROKE DEANNA'S NECK :[ LOL
THAT WOULD HAVE BLOWN.
MOVING ONNN I STILL HAVE TONS OF WORK TO DO THE WORK NEVER ENDS. MY TEACHERS ALL NEED TO GET LAID.
ESPECIALLY MALANDRIS. BUT THAT'S A WHOLE OTHER STORY FOLKS.
DANCE HAS BEEN GOING ALRIGHT MY DANCE TEACHER CAN LOOK ME IN THE EYES NOW. BUTTT WE HAVE A NEW "LINNEY AND VICTORIA" WHO THINK THEY ARE THE BEST DANCERS TO EVER WALK THE EARTH AND THEY'RE NOT
WHEN THEY LEAP THE FLOOR SHAKES ... IM BEING SERIOUS. L I T E R A L L Y THE FLOOR S H A K E S.
WHAT ELSE. WEDNESDAY I BELIEVE IS MISS JASMINES BIRDAY. YAY. FUCK. I JUST BAAARELY TURNED 15 AND 'MEENIE HAS TO GO TURNING 16. THANK YOU MUCH JASMINE FOR MAKING ME FEEL "WITTLE"
I SAW "FAST TIMES AT RIDGEMONT HIGH" THIS MORNING, ONE OF LE BEST MOVIES. AAND THEN WE STARTED TALKING ABOUT THE BREAKFEAST CLUB AT DEANNA'S. AND NOW I REALLY WANT TO SEE THAT MOVIE FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME. PETE WENTZ KEEPS MENTIONING THE WONDER YEARS AND NOW I WANT TO WATCH THAT TOO. IT WAS MY FAVORITE SHOW IN 3RD GRADE. I MISS NICK AT NITE WHEN THEY PLAYED HAPPY DAYS AND THE WONDER YEARS. NOW.. WHAT THE HELL DO THEY SHOW? CRAP? I DONT KNOW, I HAVN'T SEEN TELEVISION SINCE. SINCE. I JUST WATCH PROJECT RUNWAY AND USED TO WATCH MAKING THE BAND 3. BUT NOW THAT IT'S OVER. TELEVISION BLOWS.
WELL I THINK I'VE UPDATED YOU ENOUGH. MORE LATER. LOVE ALWAYS
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| we're all in the gutter |
[28 Aug 2006|08:21pm] |
ANOTHER NON-FUN DAY. ACTUALLY I CANT EVEN REMEMBER MOST OF WHAT HAPPENED TODAY. I KNOW I WAS MAD ALL DAY, FOR A VERY LAME REASON. AND THEN I WAS SEMI DEPRESSED. MOSTLY DEPRESSED BECAUSE I KEPT THINKING ABOUT MY CURRENT LOVE LIFE. AND HOW ITS INVISIBLE, AND I STARTED THINKING...
WHAT IF I NEVER FALL IN LOVE AGAIN. WHAT IF I NEVER EVER GET THOSE BUTTERFLIES AGAIN.
I LIVE FOR BUTTERFLIES.
WHAT DO I DO IF THEY NEVER COME.
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| buttt |
[27 Aug 2006|08:20pm] |
SO MY WEEKEND WENT BY FASTER THAN I EXPECTED. AND ALL THE WORK CAUGHT UP WITH ME, I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I HAD WORK? I FOUND OUT MY EARS ARENT ACCUSTOMED TO NORMAL HEADPHONES. WHICH MAKES NO SENSE. ONE SIZE DOES NOT FIT ALL EARLOBES. ONE SONG DOES NOT FIT ALL TASTEST. THE ANTS ARE CRAWLING UP MY BACK AND IM LETTING THEM.
IVE DECIDED TO ENTERTAIN YOU BY WRITING THINGS OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD, WHATEVER FLOWS THROUGH MY FINGERS ON TO YOU. IM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THE THINGS I MIGHT SAY OR WHO I MAY TALK ABOUT EVEN THOUGH ITS ALL PROBABLY WHAT I TRULY BELIEVE BUT YOULL NEVER KNOW.
MY SISTER SUCKS AS A SISTER. MOST OF THE TIME. SHE NEEDS TO STOP. BECAUSE I LOVE HER SO MUCH IM BEGINNING TO HATE HER. YES IT MAKES SENSE.
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| i dont want my business leakin' |
[27 Aug 2006|12:50am] |
SO I JUST FOUND OUT THAT PETE WENTZ USED TO HAVE A LIVEJOURNAL. ohoneohone. AND ITS BEEN DELETED. HOW SAD. BECAUSE IM TOO OBSESSED WITH EVERY WORD HE WRITES. NOT HIM HIMSELF, JUST THE THINGS THAT LEAVE HIS HEAD.
NO THATS NOT THE SAME THING.
LONG TIME SINCE IVE WRITTEN IN HERE, AND NOW I WALTZ IN LIKE IVE SHOWN UP EVERY NITE LIKE I WAS SUPPOSED TO. IM SORRY. YES I AM TALK ABOUT SOMETHING OTHER THAN LIVEJOURNAL. IM PRETTY SURE IVE LOST EVERYONE THAT EVER USED TO READ THIS AND I HAVE TO EARN THAT ALL BACK.
BLEH.
GOT MY NEW I POD TODAY. I LIKED MY OLD ONE BETTER, EVEN IF IT WAS BIGGER, AT LEAST IT WAS PINK AND I ONLY HAD TO SPEND 200$ FOR 1000 SONGS. AND NOW I HAVE TO SPEND 200$ FOR LIKE HALF OF THAT AND SOME PICTURES. AT LEAST THE PICTURES ARE OF PETE WENTZ.
MMHMM.
I NEED A BOYFRIEND BADLY IN CASE YOU COULDNT TELL. AND NO IM NOT CRUSHING ON ANYONE, WHICH ONLY MAKES IT WORSE BECAUSE THEN IT MEANS IM TOTALLY HOPELESS FOR LOVE. BUT BOYS THESE DAYS ARE SO ORDINARY AND OH SO ALL THE SAME.
SOMEONE HELP.
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[20 Jun 2006|06:57pm] |
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♥ Heyyyy errreeebody
i havnt updated in forever i know, and i understand if you all have lost interest in what i have to say but i will update anywayyyy
Summer vacations been alrite so far, i cant really complain. I had a rough few weeks like 2 weeks ago but ... I think most of those problems have solved themselves and things are going to be okay as far as family issues go BUT
still single. bleh its like... teenage boys in a nutshell... the cute ones have no brains. ill sit there and their totally handsome but then they open their mouths and youre just like... what???
yea so that sucks. or maybe thats just el paso boys who knows.
I hate summer in Hell Paso because its sooo frigging hot! we have both air conditioners on and all the fans and its still HOT ... gah and my parents keep saying NO to refrigerated air i will keep begging
ummmm yea i really cant think just thought id update for the sake of updating
oh yea, im still tom felton obsessed so dont ask
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| already gone |
[16 May 2006|08:13am] |
im sad i want to be cast out and buried in a hole
im sad
but im already gone
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| quatro |
[11 May 2006|08:20am] |
reject109 four jobs i've had * being moi * student * dancer * cheerleader
four movies I can watch over and over again * the united states of leland * harry potter and the prizoner of azkaban DRACO HOTNESS * bang bang youre dead * romeo and juliet with leo :)
four tv shows i watch (Well, when I actually watch TV...) - same * The Dive * Worlds Best Videos * The Nighttime Clap * uhhh degrassi
four places i've been on vacation (this is going to be hard... ) * california * california * california * europe this summer
four dishes I never get sick of * i * get sick of * all * of them
four websites I visit daily * thisisemanuel.com * myspace * livejournal * uhhh
four places I'd rather be right now * home * europe * 4th period * dance room
four people I tag * they * already * did * oit
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| what? |
[06 May 2006|02:10pm] |
yea as you can tell things have been confusing lately
the girl who was in the car crash died... so it was REALLY HARD to deal with she died... well May 3rd.. a few hours after I made the entry so yea we were in 7th period and we were just sitting there, the teacher didnt make us do anything we were all quiet and saying prayers.. and i went outside cause i had to get something signed and everyone was screaming and crying and i started crying
i went back in the class and somehow we all just knew it was over and she was dead
all the magnet freshman are just one tight knit family we all know eachother we all get along it was hard to lose her... i mean... you can imagine just losing someone you love
we had counseling all week and we played her favorite songs and looked at pictures and movies and we all cried and comforted eachother
it was just a lot of emotion for 3 days. we had a dance recital last night, and one of the performances dedicated their dance to her
Her name was Lisette Rodriguez by the way and she was an awesome person, always ALWAYS smiling always happy always there for everyone
she never talked bad about anyone EVER she was never mad or angry at anyone she was a model in mexico and she wanted to be an actress we all know she wouldve made it
she was just that great
REST iN PEACE LiSETTE!!! WE ALL LOVE AND MiSS YOU!!!

June 9 1991 - May 3 2006
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| stroke it |
[15 Feb 2006|08:18am] |
♥
i love the strokes
so yesterday was actually pretty good I felt loved, that's why friends are so awesome
who needs a boyfriend on valentines day NOT ME lol
what else... I gave out little valentintes here and there to the people I saw just so... no one would feel bad that they didnt get anything you know? I dont like to see people sad
and Valentines usually has the effect of depressing the millions of singles out there but the singles have the upper hand cause we can play all ya'll foos
we were making prank calls yesterday and this white lady answered and we were like someone talk! someone talk!
so I got the phone...
lady: hello? me: wad up my nigga lady: excuse me?.... who is this me: you know who this is right? lady:umm.. who? me: YOUR NIGGA!
then we hung up
it was hilarious.. at least to me lol
more later love me x
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| :( |
[15 Jan 2006|01:16am] |
♥
I swear, I can be the most idiotic person on the face of this earth sometimes
Therell be people, who let me know how much they love me or how much they 'adore' me whatever that means lol
And then I blow them off (particularly boys) because I find it annoying and I find it needy
then they ignore me and im like wtf wheres all the attention you were giving me before and i know they have every right to be upset
but im being greedy with peoples attention
:(
thats not nice of me
♥ ♥ laters love much me
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| hola hola |
[10 Jan 2006|08:18am] |
im here at school... dont i always update from school?
Ive got like 3 minutes to uhh tell you guys why Ive been so lj lazy
1)school started... nuff saide 2)me and deanna have started putting our band back together we are no longer pessimistic lol we are 'terminar la scene' (end scene in frecnch)
END SCENE meaning like at the end of an act of a play, not end scene like stop emo bitches
3) my parents are bitching at eachother again haha
thats about it.
Promise I will start commenting soon, just give me a chance to get back into the swing of things
I love you all very mucho! -me
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| ATTENTION |
[21 Jul 2005|11:45pm] |
I am retiring the beloved draco icon

I will only use it to comment in draco communities
if you are going to steal it at least please tell me
youll beripping a part of my soul
but I just wanted everyone to know
that I was famous for this icon lol
much love
♥ whatsername
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